Saturday, 29 December 2012

Chapter 1: A Little Shocker

So, definition of Anorexia Nervosa: 

IT DOESN'T HAVE ONE. 

It is more like a recipe of a whole lot of things all thrown in a mixer, a bunch of stuff you don't at first think would come from just an eating disorder. Here is just a little list:

- Controlling personality
- Obsessive traits
- Depression
- Weakness of the immune system
- Headaches
- Tiredness
- Muscle weakness
- Kidney damage
- Convulsions
- Osteoporosis
- Rotted teeth
- Swollen hands, feet, face.
- Downy hair.
- Head hair 
- Dry rough skin.

And trust me, that isn't all of it. Think twice before you intentionally begin to become anorexic. Its not something I would wish on any single person, and there are a couple of people I really do wish horrible things on. 

The thing you have to understand is that Ana is a relentless, disgusting, addictive, vile creature. 

IT IS BRUTAL. IT IS SOUL DESTROYING. IT IS LIFE CRUSHING. IT IS DEATH'S BROTHER.

If you are reading this as a by stander watching someone do this to themselves, or you are recovering yourself just think about it all. There is no way you are reading this if you are anorexic at the present time without being in recovery, wether at the beginning or in the VERY latter stages like myself. 

By the way, I meant to say if you are reading this and want to ask me anything feel free to do so, I'm okay to talk about it now:

lauren.mckirdy@hotmail.co.uk

Laters peeps.

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